Long Days

Well I missed my nap today with Aydan, I had to work over 2 hours and of course he was smiling for me when I came in. That makes every day worth while. I couldn't tell you how far I would be willing to go to see that smile. I love him so so so much. He's asleep right now in his swing. Mariano is wanting some 'black beans with eggs', sounds so disgusting. But I am fixing myself chicken fajitas. I love it when we cook our own things, because then I am not on a schedule and then I can fix what I want, doesn't matter if I ate it yesterday or not, and fix it at 10:00 at night if I want. I am trying to get on in the office at Saft. Almost doing what Alaina was. It would be a Jr. Buyer/Switchboard Operator. The crazy thing is that it would pay more than what I make right now, but we have to go through the "senoirity and experience" thing. Not too many are signed up for it, but I think I will like it. It will free up some time for Mom watching Aydan, and Amanda too. She has started watching Aydan one day a week. I think when winter comes then we might increase it some since that is when Mom has the worse days. It hurts when you can't watch your own child, then when your mother can't watch him either it hurts just the same. The first day Amanda watched Aydan, Mom and Dad said that they sat and watched us at the door, driving down the road. They said they were ready to cry because he was going somewhere else. Amanda takes excellent care of him, I dont' worry leaving him there because I know it is a good environment. Plus I hope that Carter and Aydan grow up to be really good buddies...