Wednesday

I kind of have problems sometimes with my 'titles'. So I know they stink, but just bear with me. Well lets see hear, at first I wanted to vent about everything, not that it would do any good and then the more I thought about it, why vent about things that I haven't done. When all I am doing about it is sitting here on the computer venting about it. Anyways, I cried again today leaving Aydan. I think that will be all the crying for this week. Hopefully. But I did get to get off work two hours early today to spend some time with him. I am thankful for that, so thankful. I still can't get that woman off my mind that is my age, I don't know who she is, but she is dying and is going to be leaving her 5 month old behind. I can tear up just thinking about it.
I am excited about the all day meeting. I requested prayer that I wouldn't have to work any this weekend, except at the church that is. But I'm not too worried about it. I know God will make a way to see that I will be where I am supposed to be. I have other things to worry about besides working this Saturday and that is what I have told God, he is going to work it out.
Mariano's cousin that lives in New York informed us that she is going to be getting married in January. And she wants us to come and see her. This is the only girl cousin that he has here in the states. He has one more cousin and a brother in law up there somewhere. All I said was, "we thought that Florida was a long trip?" So I don't know, he kind of wants to go but then again he doesn't. I like to go because the last 'meet the family trip' we had was such a blast. I love his cousin Freddy. He is very cocky and he held his boundaries from me, thank the Lord, but I can see him being a 'womanizer'. You know what I mean? But he was absolutely hilarious. Juan was okay, the one that got married, by the way, I told Mariano, he was blessed with the looks in the family. Then the other one, I forgot his name but he has a wife and a 3 year old. She gave me her email address, but I haven't emailed her. Kind of don't know what to say. Pathetic excuse I know. But maybe I will try once I get off of here. Almost bed time, don't know how I ended up where I ended up but it's still all good. Of course the trip we had down there would be a great idea for another post, because I really enjoyed myself even though they were only 3 white people. They had a MARIACHI BAND, which I loved, you heard my mouth over everybodies....anyways,,,